JOEY :D

so that's who you think i am. YOU think that i don't care about your feelings. you know what ? YOU"RE WRONG. do you even know how much i care ? do you even know how i feel sad for you when you're sad? I GUESS YOU DON"T. it was just a simple question la pls, you didn't have to start yelling at me and shooting hurtful comments that i didn't think of you and put myself in your shoes.

you said you're sad because of that. I DIDN'T COMPLAIN WHEN YOU WERE SAD. but i can't do anything to prevent that from happening. BECAUSE I'M JUST 13. I'M THIRTEEN. do you even know of all the times i'm stuck in between and i don't know what to do because of you? i have to say it but i know you won't want to do it. you know how nan2 shou4 it is?

YOU said i was comparing. hello, who's the one comparing here? you really wanted to compare, I COMPARED. and you went, SO WHAT ? [even though i felt that my comparison was totally logical]

what do you want me to do ? i DO care about how you feel, i DO understand. you know how hurtful it was when you said i didn't even care about how you felt ? all those things i've done so quietly, i guess you never noticed/realised.

i feel like shouting and screaming at you. cursing you. but i'm not going to.

you know why? because no matter what you do, what you say, what you think.

i still love you.

i hope that means something to you.