When things don't go your way...stay strong
When you feel you can't face another day...stay strong
When all you do is cry...stay strong
When all you do is wish to die...stay strong.

When you don't know where to turn...stay strong
When the pain is so intense it burns...stay strong
When you feel your friends have left you all alone...stay strong
When you have no place to call your home...stay strong.

When life just isn't going your way...stay strong
When you think nothing will ever be okay...stay strong
For life will test you in so many ways
But if you stay strong you'll be okay.

And though sometimes you'll feel you can't get through
You WILL make it
And that's my promise from me to you.

Life may make you want to die
But it always works itself out
I am living proof of this
Eventually you'll figure it out.

You have to be brave and you have to be strong
You have to keep going on
Even when you feel everything is wrong.

You have to show the world that you can win
If you give up you've committed the biggest sin.
But I'm going to tell you what ISN'T wrong....
And that is staying strong.

- Jenni Marie

for lou

three's outing

okay, i just checked my phone and realised i didn't take any pics today. what a disappointment, haha. congrats, joey.

choir pract early early 9 30 ! went to sch at 8 30 cos mum had to work. ms lim came for awhile, she looked quite pale, said she's not feeling well. hope she feels better soon! we should really appreciate her as a conductor as she puts in a lot of effort in us. (:

ended early early 11 [supposedly 12] ! but had to wait for liying to finish her maths olympiad. we dilly dally-ed in chopin. LINGJING croaks! so funny lah, she stick out her tongue, then she make a croaking noise, like a frog. [ERRokay... i just heard my sister singing the da4 chang2 jin1 song into her phone and playing the recording over and over again][she just asked my mum, NICE?]

anyway, liying finally came and we lunched at amk pizza hut. eat until so super full lo! angeline ate the most! she finished her pasta and ate one slice of my pizza. tsk tsk. PIG.

angeline! says:
haha, sorry for daoing you just now. :]
`joey! says:
yeah lo you idiot.
angeline! says:
walao, you should say IT'S OKAY
angeline! says:
see/
`joey! says:
hahahaha.

went to suntec after that! haha, and i thought that suntec was at raffles, so we took to raffles and realised it was city hall, so we spent 40cents on going one stop back. paisehpaiseh. xD

we ate ice cream at new zealand something something first.. i had mint chip and cafe expresso while angeline had spotty dog and choco ecstacy. liying didn't eat. ):

after that, we SHOPPED and SHOPPED and SHOPPED. and we didn't really buy anything. SIGH.

total money spent in total:
on FOOD - $20.64
on other stuff - $4.70

wah.. see how pig we are. xD

hwachong concert

Met subin and sharlyn at khatib mrt today, we were planning to go to Esplanade to watch hwachong JC's choir concert. subin was like 15 mins late ! sharlyn claims she's always late, hahaha.

anyway, we met lehlin at amk and met up with hazel at cityhall mrt. the cookies were there too, but we split up for dinner. we ate subway, and there was no place to sit. it was like super unglam can. shan't elabo. ><

okay, the concert was nice. miss lim did a solo, so cool lah. this was the first time i heard her sing a song.

there was also a guest choir from penang, they sounded good even though it was a small choir.

oh, that was also the first time i heard the SATB version for jaakobin pojat, haha, i personally prefer our version. xP

after the concert, don't know who wanted to go toilet. they didn't see and walk into the males toilet. i wasn't planning to go, so i waited outside. then suddenly they all came rushing out, and i realised they went into the wrong one. wah.. how malu... and many people walked past us.

oh, another random thing. they actually change the direction of the escalators ! when we came in, the escalators were both moving up. then we go out that time, they were going down. haha. angeline noticed that.

the mrt home was super crowded. we wanted to take to raffles first, then take back so that we would have an empty train so we can chope the seats. but apparently everyone thought the same thing so we didn't manage to get any seats.

was squished all the way until toa payoh where most of the people got out, yeah. (:

so that's who you think i am. YOU think that i don't care about your feelings. you know what ? YOU"RE WRONG. do you even know how much i care ? do you even know how i feel sad for you when you're sad? I GUESS YOU DON"T. it was just a simple question la pls, you didn't have to start yelling at me and shooting hurtful comments that i didn't think of you and put myself in your shoes.

you said you're sad because of that. I DIDN'T COMPLAIN WHEN YOU WERE SAD. but i can't do anything to prevent that from happening. BECAUSE I'M JUST 13. I'M THIRTEEN. do you even know of all the times i'm stuck in between and i don't know what to do because of you? i have to say it but i know you won't want to do it. you know how nan2 shou4 it is?

YOU said i was comparing. hello, who's the one comparing here? you really wanted to compare, I COMPARED. and you went, SO WHAT ? [even though i felt that my comparison was totally logical]

what do you want me to do ? i DO care about how you feel, i DO understand. you know how hurtful it was when you said i didn't even care about how you felt ? all those things i've done so quietly, i guess you never noticed/realised.

i feel like shouting and screaming at you. cursing you. but i'm not going to.

you know why? because no matter what you do, what you say, what you think.

i still love you.

i hope that means something to you.

it's where she lies. broken inside.

lastDAY

it's the last day of school. it's the last day of class for jacintha too. i'll miss you jacintha. have to come back and visit us okay ! AND COME BACK FOR DENISE'S BIRTHDAY PARTY. )):

yesterday we went to little india to walk around.. to learn about the history and stuff. also had to do a restaurant review. we were walking in the sun.. so super hot can.

didn't really take any pics of little india, except... haha ! i found it super funny lah ! it was almost on every pillar in that stretch. it's common sense not to pee on the floor right. -.-"

we went to a restaurant to eat.. most of the food was spicy ! was quite okay though. (:

after eating... it became... haha ! the "pimple" on the top is wanglaoshi add de.

today was macbeth play, was okay lah. was screaming until got sore throat, haha. and today is like the LAST official practice together with the redbadges. WAHH. i don't want them to step down ! )): sigh.

ppr was okay, i improved ! ahaha, almost everyone improved lah. for those that didn't do so well, don't worry too much okay ! it's the hols now, play hard hard before start studying again ! there's no use worrying... over le, cheer up! xD

LAST maths trail`

OKay, today was the 2nd and last maths trail we'll be facilitating. was overall FUN and ENJOYABLE ! today's grp was very enthu and stuff, hahaha, really enjoyed it. below is the pic of my grp ! not everyone can be seen la.

pics taken on the bus...

debbie smsinoutside the window

err.. random ?

choir pract wasn't really good. as in, both sound and discipline wise. sigh.. what's going to happen when the red badges leave ? i just can't imagine the red badges leaving.. and another new batch of sec ones coming in. and soon, the blue badges will be the sec fours already, and that would be the year of syf. 0.o I can't imagine how we're all going to manage. I mean.. well, nvm.

careless ME.

it all started with a pair of lost earsticks.

yesterday night, joey realised that she lost her earsticks and had none left, therefore she asked debbie to bring earsticks for her the next day while she wore her earrings to school.

debbie brought the earsticks today and joey changed them, leaving the earrings carelessly scattered on the table.

joey went for mass and the choir had to stand separately from the other students to sing the hymns. after mass, joey went back to class to pack her bag and went to the forum with debbie because they were going to facilitate a maths trail for the sec ones.

at the forum, joey realised that her earrings were not with her. the earrings very important de, so she practically emptied everything on her but couldn't find anything. she didn't notice that she dropped her chain on the floor while searching.

when she went up the bus, she realised that her chain was not with her ! and the chain is like MORE important than the earrings [more expensive too]. she was damn huang zhang.. she ran down the bus to look but it wasn't there. she asked jingyi and jiayi to help her look during their break as they were still in school, but they didn't see anything.

wah.. joey was so sad. but in the end, joey found her EARRINGS on the floor of the classroom and her CHAIN was returned by a sec one girl that picked it up when she saw it lying on the floor. She's from diligence, but i don't know who she is. ANYWAY, THANK YOU VERY MUCH MUCH ! xD

so, moral of the story, take good care of your things and do not be so huangzhang when you lose something because it may lead you to losing something more important, hahahaha.

but joey felt very grateful that she got her things back and now joey feels more appreciative of all the things she has ! yay. (:

okay, back to first person.

My popo wasn't feeling very well today... her heart bu shu fu and then her blood pressure suddenly dropped very low. but luckily she felt better towards the evening.

maths trail today was kind of fun and tiring at the same time ! really enjoyed it, hahaha. GROUP 5 from GRACE ! yay. (: but we'll be going through the same thing again tmr, i hope we will get another group that's as lively as the group we got today !

in the evening went cycling with shannen, we went to the pasamalam to buy some stuff, and got my everytime-always-spoilt bike fixed. yeah. END OF POST.

i'm still so glad i got my stuff back. xD

praying every night. get well soon.

end of term

wah.. it's been a long long time since i did not worry about what homework there is or what tests there are the following week ! hahaha, just one more week of enrichment activites, then it's HOLIDAYS ! whoo. will be going to suntec to facilitate the sec ones for a maths trail next week, hope it'll be fun !

went j8 with deeJIAYI today. there was this activity there, many caucasians. there was like goodybags and stuff. then got free coffee, free hairspray if you "make a donation". at first i thought that it was money donation, but after that we realised it was blood donations. there were these few guys dressed in uniforms that were kind of freaky la ! like alien like that. there was also one that dressed up as a devil, and he scared a little girl until she cried, poor thing ! jiayi took a pic of one of the "aliens" but i don't have it now, so i'll post it later if she sends it to me ! oh we saw paul twohill there, he was wearing cool clothes with funny hair. 0.o

we went haagen daaz after that. ordered this "cookie crunch". yumm yumm.. consists of layers of choco, cream and ice cream. also got real cookies inside ! haha very nice and sweet. (: we kept cracking jokes and laughing la ! neither of us liked the layer of whipped cream so we kept playing with it, putting it on our tongues and sticking our tongues out. hahhaha... then the rest of the cream.. we kind of scooped it out and dumped it into the cups of ice water. so funny la ! we made a big mess of the table. walked around somemore after that.. yepp ! argh.. stil waiting for jiayi to reply me !

band got overnight camp. I WANT CHOIR CAMP !

i still miss you super lot lot, get well soon. <333

ms goh <33

when you're gone.. the pieces of my heart are missing you.

Changed my blog song.. lyrics at the left column

Ms goh came during English lesson today. she watched the last group present their Macbeth and we gave her the 1000 paper cranes that we folded. we said a prayer for her and took pictures... then she left already.

"thankyou goodbye have a nice day god bless you miss goh" was that the last time we're going to say it ?

Dear God, i pray that you grant Miss Goh good health, and that she would have the strength to overcome all difficults and obstacles that come her way. God, please be by her side, and let her know that she will always be in our hearts. Grant that she will get well soon, and stay happy always. I pray in Jesus' most holy name, Amen.

Our father in heaven, holy be your name. Your kingdom come, your will be done on Earth as it is in heaven. Give us today our daily bread, forgive us our sins as we forgive those who sin against us. Do not bring us to the test, but deliver us from evil, amen.

Wanglaoshi, didn't come to school today, i guess she's not well, get well soon wanglaoshi !

After school, we went to Suntec city to try out the maths trail that the maths comittee designed for the sec ones. me, debbie, hui er and cheryl seet one grp.. we split up most of the time and me and debbie went to get ice cream ! yum yum ... one of the questions was about the price of this ice cream lah.. so the person at the shop asked us if we needed help, so we asked her for a price of this ice cream, then a teacher came [i dont know her name]. she was like, girls, you should be finding out by yourselves, and not disturbing the person. say sorry ! then me and debbie were like, err ! the girl at the shop was also like giving a say-sorry-for-whatt ? look. So diao la ! at first we didn't say sorry, so the teacher repeated herself, say sorry ! then we were like, sorry. aiyoh ! somemore its the girl who asked us whether we needed help and we just asked for the price of the ice cream only right ! not like there was a long queue ... [there was no one there] -.-"

oh well... i guess overall it was quite fun as we got to walk about on our own and me and debbie even bought the chicken popcorn from kfc to eat on the bus on the way home. (:

miss goh, we love you ! <33

SNchoir

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p4jxNZT4lpw

lalala! above is the link for choir's performance for Jubilate IV. the song is 'jaakobin pojat'. yingtong told me. =D

total eclipse of the heart

MS GOH... WE WILL MISS YOU LIKE CRAZY... PLEASE GET WELL SOON!! x333you're the best teacher anyone can ever get... must get well soon.. so you can come back and teach us.. okay... why do you have to leave us.. i'll pray for you every night!!

jubilate was okay, though it wasn't our best.. last performance with red badges.. haii.

no mood for anything.

10MAY!

happybirthday YILING! love you loads.. great that you had fun today!! I WANT TO WALK MANY MANY STEPS WITH YOU, HAHAHAHA. =D

happybirthday MRLIN too. (:

congrats to BEVERLEY for winning the inter-class speech contest!! you made the class proud! woohoo, DANCER. xD

i feel pretty, oh so pretty, i feel pretty and witty, and bright..

hahha. choir today, it was OKAY i guess. jubilate tmr!! we practiced at the spects stand and it was like super super duper hot. the sun was shining directly at my face and i could barely open my eyes. can't believe tmr will be the last performance red badges will have with us. WAHHH. ): so sad.

hahaha oh yeah, it will be the first performance for the juniors! hehe.

after choir saw kuanfei running her 2.4, mr ho was running beside her, to help pace her. jingyi, debbo, angeline, leryee, abigail erm.. i can't rmb.. anyway we helped to cheer her on and ran by her side. at the end she didn't manage to pass, but i'm sure she will pass the next time! jiayou jiayou!

after choir.. went to the park, and there were quite a few people there.. hahaha, they were all talking and yiling said that she liked the noise. i admit i miss the 'noise' too, hahaha. the park has been quiet for so long la. we didn't play soccer tho, they played baseball. -.- me and yiling were just sitting on the floor.

AND JERALD GREW TALLER! wahhh... last time i was like almost same height as him de. ><

de was sick today, get well soon okay!! i'll pray for you!!

tired

was very lethargic today, could barely wake up. my eyes were still half-closed when i reached school.

almost fell asleep during chinese and was slightly feverish during english. felt super cold... and i was almost asleep when one group sprayed "baboon's blood" [just water] all over the audience and it landed on me, and i screamed because i got a shock and the water was cold. >< [reminder to self: bring jacket to sch] ms goh asked me if i was okay like 3 times. and debbie said i looked kind of pale. last period, went to drama studio to listen to ms chan [principal] talk. the aircon was faulty and it was super hot, and i think my fever came back. she talked about her expectations of us and stuff, and the last part of the session was if the students had any issues they wanted to comment on. i knew something was going to happen when xiyuan stood up. ms chan walked to the back, passed her the mike, and xiyuan said, "some teachers are biased" . then me and debbie were like, oh my gosh. ms chan talked about as different people have different abilities, therefore expectations different and therefore the way the teacher treats each student will be different. It went on for quite a while, as different students started to stand up to comment on this. There was one girl who went, "with all due respect, i think that you should look into this matter instead of talking here and defending yourself". we all went, woah.. even though some people cheered, i felt that it was a bit overboard.. she's the principal leh. anyway... it ended late at like 2 15 [supposedly 2pm] and i was rushing like siao... because my mum had to rush back to work and i told her 2 o'clock i'll be there. my mum was fetching angeline and i to thomson prata house.. so i asked angeline to rush too. yeah.. then we reached therr, and we ordered one prata each and two teh tareks. cheese prata and honey paper prata. hahaha, doesn't look very nice cos halfway eaten already.

yupp, then we had mee goreng too. shared.

after that went thomson plaza to shop awhile, then went home. got a splitting headache and felt like vomiting after i went home, so i wanted to catch a nap but i couldn't sleep. and when i finally did, i had weird dreams. like failing my napfa and retesting but dropping into a swimming pool while running on the track. that was plain weird. ><

i dont want to be sick, choir tmr. i better sleep early tonight. sorry i won't be able to talk on the phone these few nights. ><

MONDAY

i seriously have a lack of sleep. i took a "short" nap at 3.30 but i woke up at like 630 and i saw a totally cold popiah that my mum left there 2 hours ago. bliuuekk. it tastes disgusting can.. and i'm lazy to go downstairs to put it in the microwave. haha. whatever. i'll just not eat it. =x

it's a relaxing week ahead, with no tests at all but there are like more than 3 tests next week, so i'll have to start preparing earlier. hahaha. i realised i've never prepared earlier before, it's always the day-before-test-rush kind of study. whoo, i'm turning into a good girl. (: [maybe i'm influence by hoitong who started studying for the tests next week during the weekends ALREADY]

today was our macbeth play.. i guess overall it went well although i kind of giggled and forgot my lines. geraldine was really good! acting as the dumb prostitute [except the dry humping part, but it wasn't meant to be dry humping can. >.<] Alvona did really well too, plus her impromptu introduction. Sara didn't forget her lines at all! peifu peifu. Victoria also did the slides real well. Debbie almost fell on her high heels, but oh well, that caused everyone to laugh, adding to the HUMOUR! hurr hurr. she did well as Hecate tooo. =D

haha. this is a pic of how our Macbeth [me] looked like. so MAN right. hurr hurr. [flex muscles] okay lame la. -.-

choir tmr.. i hope we will be doing some "bonding" with our juniors or smth.

i dont know what to do, i'll just enjoy my day and not do anything. [yay!] have a nice day people!

vivo!

i fell asleep during c.lit today, and i dreamt that i was sleeping then i dreamt that wanglaoshi caught me. at that moment, i woke up and realised it was just a dream, hahaha. heng. but i had to energise myself for 2.4 lah. sorry to teachers. =P

had napfa today. stopped at the beginning of round 6 because debbie was going to die, but overall was okay la. GOLD. (:

after school went to vivo with de and angeline. her dad fetched us to bishan.. had lunch at j8 first.

bought some candy at candy empire. and i only spent $6. i rock right. =D

the last time i went vivo a lot of shops not open yet.. so there were quite a few shops i've not been to. like TOYS 'R' US!!! hahahaha. there's this camera thing at the entrance of the shop, then they show you on this big big screen. so cute la. we kept walking thru and fro. hhahaha.

There's this big giraffe at the entrance of the shop. while we were walking thru and fro, the giraffe suddenly JERKED forward. i got a shock and realised a man was fixing the giraffe, hahah.

we went to the top and walked in the water.

oh and look at our masterpiece of footprints!! all of them are ours la. we kept stepping in.. walk walk walk. go back and step in again. so funny. =D

de was supposed to get her mum a present, and she got a card. hah the card is really cute. (:

yeah.. then after that all our parents call/sms.. so we rush rush go home. it was a fun day, yay.

dinner

it was supposed to be a "blue badges" thing. but guess how many ppl turned up. SEVEN. bah. anyway we ate at pastamania.. we all treated angeline because it's her birthday in two days! hahha.

err yea. our masterpiece. hahah. the leftovers of the food. =D

went to eat haagen dz.. no space so we just bought ice cream and walked around eating.

wah, angeline so GREEDY. take TWO CONES somemore. haha no la, one is mine.

yea.. walked around.. then leryee had to go so we went to the toilet just to take a grp pic. then she left. then we all went home after that also. i shan't post that pic because i look super toot in it, haha sorry. =P