JOEY :D

i can't help but feel so unsure of myself. i need someone to learn from, suddenly SL and expected to make sop 1s sing well, is really a very big thing.

i know i need to put in a lot of effort, i want to put in the effort.

i mean, i know that some of them are singing wrongly and i need to tell them how to do it correctly, but the problem is, i keep asking myself. "am i correct in the first place ?"

i didn't think that it was going to be an easy job. but i'm not going to give up and go, "no i can't do it"

i have to stop thinking "if i wasn't.... then i wouldn't..." it's not going to get anywhere. i'm in sop one now, i belong to sop one, and i won't push my responsibility away as an sl, and it's not just a responsibility, it's something that i want to do and will do.

ms lim saying that the section is bad, just leads me try and work harder. no, i won't be demoralised. if she didn't want us to improve, she wouldn't be saying we sing like sai, she wouldn't even care about us at all, she wouldn't bother to scold us.

i can't doubt myself. SELF CONFIDENCE MAN.

sop ones, we really need to work hard... and i'll try my best okay, even though i'll probably screw up many times. we must prove to ms lim that we can do it and we are not mickey/minnie mice.

yeah, we can do it. :]

self confidence, zi xin xing.