okay-day

e. lit test was okay i guess. got back my chinese, guess what. i passed. HAH. (:

science experiment was yuck. rotten meat. bblieuakkk. ><

after school was NAPFA. i was super nervous because i scared i would fail my sit ups. but DE and DEBBO calmed me down. hahaha. everything i did okay i guess, managing to scrape a C for sit ups. shuttle run was like so embarrassing.. everyone laugh at me. shan't elaborate. i redid like dont know how many times. even miss dawn lim was laughing la. hmph. =x

err ya.. then after that we went to talk. about stuff, to try to clear things up. but things weren't "cleared up", they just became clearer. dont know if that's good or not. i guess we've cried so many tears it's like considered a ... i dont know how to say it, it just it isn't such a big thing if someone cries anymore.

jiayi i really do understand how you feel. i know it was really and still is v important to you and it is really hard to let go, but... you are really important to all of us.. and she's not worthy of your tears, right? even though other factors may also be affecting your decision. i'll be on 24 hour standby too okay! sms me anytime, anywhere, i'll be there. (:

went to cycle with shannen after that for awhile. ended up staying at the park and doing nothing.. i dont know what i'm feeling now..