broken and shattered.

it's annoying, annoying how you thought someone knew you. knew you so well. but in the end, nothing is what she knows about you. hurt, was how i felt.. when she didnt believe me, trust? what's that all about. what happened to all these years we were friends. yea.. small matter, that's what you might say. well fine.. you can just say i'm making big about a small little matter. but these small little matters, they show, they show big things.


yea. we're not wht we used to be, i tried.. but i dont think you want to. we just dont click any more. the jigsaw puzzle broke, pieces scattered everywhere. it used to be a complete picture, a picture so beautiful. but times changed, we changed, some of the pieces got tattered and dirty, and i was trying to fix it back, but you just threw my piece away and conveniently fit it with someone else, someone who better fit the empty spot. a broken picture.. that no one bothers to fit together anymore.





it won't work one-way.. that's just the way it is dear. i guess our friendship, it's no longer gonna work out. just shadows.. shadows that you can see and think is real.. but try to touch it.. feel it, it's just fake, an illusion. that's what our friendship is, nadaa, nothing. shadows of friendship.

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tks to xiyuan for making the skin for me, i owe you a drink. :)