another err post.

okay.. my results for PPR are so going to be DAMN BAD this term. GREATT. [sacarsm included]

home econs test was okay i guess, we cooked baked rice. it was edible, hahaha. I took a pic but it looks abit too disgusting to be posted up here.. =x

i didnt sing for choir today because i had a sorethroat, and the pipa gao somehow made it worse.. o.O. had to do the photo taking thing in our choir uniform, so many people see, so MALU la. and it doesn't look like kongfu okay. bleah.

took a pic of a plant in my garden..

the fruits (?) can actually be boiled to become the ribena drink.. boil it with water, add sugar and walaa, tastes like the ribena syrup you usually buy. (:

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err.

gahhh. i so freakingly failed my chinese test. SO FREAKINGLY FAILED. alison cried because she failed the test, but at least she got higher than me, so CHEER UP okay? ;) oh man oh man oh man.. i need to scream. there are so many things to do this week, so many tests to study for, so many deadlines to meet that i dont know what to start with, dont know what to do. my mind is turning round and round in circles in a confused manner. i'm already beginning to feel the stress of all the tests, and guess what? it's only MONDAY. greattt. i guess i just have to forget about my chinese tests and move on, do better for oher tests..

I pray that You will pull me thru this, faith is what i have in you.

friday again. (:

hah.. it's friday again. seems like such a short time since last friday. well.. i'll not be able to slack as much this weekend. got so many tests to study for! jiayou everyone! (:

choir prac today, i can't say that it was exactly fruitful. we split into sections and did the songs.. but then no one was really like concentrating 'cos the whole room was so noisy. oh jiayi and i saw xiyuan outside the choir room, then she saw us too, so we kept waving at each other.. hahaha. ppl must have thought we were siao. poor xiyuan, she's banned from soccer for one week, oh well, one week will past very quickly! peserverance girl! (:

we were dismissed late becauase of mrs cheong's talk. :s we were all gathered at the new spects stand and it was so super hot with no fan at all. we couldn't even hear her properly because the mike was sort of faulty. we got dismissed at like 2 45. then mum fetched me home, haha she took half a day off. (:

i'm keeping my promise, being cheerful! xD

GAH.

cannot play soccer le. stupid la. HMPH. >.<

super tired + stressed + rush

I was left to cry there
Waiting outside there
Grinning with a lost stare
That's when i decided...

Why should i care
Cause you weren't there
When i was scared
I was so alone
You need to listen
I'm starting to trip
I'm losing my grip
And i'm in this thing alone..

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GAH. super tired, didnt sleep well last night. almost fell asleep during every lesson.

this week and the following weeks are gonna be super rush and stressed la.

Today: geog assignment due.
Thursday: maths class test. physics assignment due. [which i haven even started]
Friday: have to finish recipe, interview and write up for chinese project.
Monday: maths homework due, geography test.
Tuesday: Home econs test
Wednesday: Tingxie, Maths test, Geog/history project.

it goes on and on and on... wadde. i'm so going mad. GRRRRR. so much things to do that i dont even know where to start.. seriously need to start planning my time, and i've been thinking alot recently. need to straighten my thoughts, there's no more time for dreaming.. gah. need to concentrate on finishing everything and meeting deadlines.

on a happier note, today is sharlyn's + shinny's + MUMMY'S birthday!! yay! happy birthday to all of you!! going out for dinner to celebrate mum's birthday tonight... (:

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crying out loud
i'm crying out loud
crying out loud
i'm crying out loud~

broken and shattered.

it's annoying, annoying how you thought someone knew you. knew you so well. but in the end, nothing is what she knows about you. hurt, was how i felt.. when she didnt believe me, trust? what's that all about. what happened to all these years we were friends. yea.. small matter, that's what you might say. well fine.. you can just say i'm making big about a small little matter. but these small little matters, they show, they show big things.


yea. we're not wht we used to be, i tried.. but i dont think you want to. we just dont click any more. the jigsaw puzzle broke, pieces scattered everywhere. it used to be a complete picture, a picture so beautiful. but times changed, we changed, some of the pieces got tattered and dirty, and i was trying to fix it back, but you just threw my piece away and conveniently fit it with someone else, someone who better fit the empty spot. a broken picture.. that no one bothers to fit together anymore.





it won't work one-way.. that's just the way it is dear. i guess our friendship, it's no longer gonna work out. just shadows.. shadows that you can see and think is real.. but try to touch it.. feel it, it's just fake, an illusion. that's what our friendship is, nadaa, nothing. shadows of friendship.

***

tks to xiyuan for making the skin for me, i owe you a drink. :)

happy cny!

went to shannen's hse in the afternoon to play daidi. she kept complaining of a terrible stomachache and rushed to the toilet after every game and comes back like 40 seconds later saying that her stomachache stopped when she saw the toilet bowl. then at the end when she ate something then her stomachache stopped, aiyo, never eat for the whole day of course gastric. =.=""

went to the park to play soccer for awhile. then went home in the evening. my relatives came to have reunion dinn. we ate steamboat and other stuff. yum yum! xDD

the outside table.

the inside table.


hahaha i kept forcing weihao kor to eat eat eat. i took like 10 prawns from the steamboat thing and asked him to eat all finish. then i took the fishballs too.. but then he didnt eat them..

hmm.. candid pic. ge xi kor got the pda phone then i kept wanting to use the pen and draw, hahaha.

shu fang jeh and weihao kor!


went to the park again for awhile only because all the lamps spoilt so cnnt see. so little ppl there also.. then came back to play cards with my couzs.. yepp.. gonna see them again tmr! i mean today. past midnight!

amk hub.

i'm sorry i wasn't there for you. i'm sorry i didn't even know, didn't even see it. i'm sorry i didn't try to speak to you today. sorry... i really am. i want to tell you that i care, but i dont know how to. dont even feel fit to be your friend.

CNY celebration was quite nice, even though we couldn't really hear what the priest was saying. and we were eating the oranges. hahahaha. the lion dance was nice! clap clap for the teachers! xDD

went to amk hub with angeline today. i was supposed to buy clothes for cny. BUT THEN. guess what. i ended up buying NOTHING. haiiiyaaa. this is what always happens. oh well.. anyway we had lunch at S11. then.. went to amk hub and walk walk walk, tried on clothes and walked again. and we bumped into sharlyn. hahaha she suddenly jumped in front of us and went, HI DOOD!! then i got a shock la. hahahha. she so funny la. she was with her mother and little sister. aww, her sister so cute!!

we went to buy the white court shoes for choir. we took so long trying them on.. and i realised that my left foot is bigger than my right.. =.=" haha and we bumped into sharlyn AGAIN at the shoe shop. this a pic of my shoes.

just as we were about to leave the shop, we bumped into sharlyn AGAIN. this time she said she wanted to get the same pair of shoes, hahaha.

after that we got tired of walking and decided to get something to eat.. decided to eat ice cream at "new york" .ordered the "manhattan sunrise sundae"

two scoops of ice cream.. strawberry and vanilla flavoured.. topped with rainbow toppings, chocolate and mango syrup or something that tastes like mango, hahaha. super nice, although i found that the mango syrup tasted a bit too sweet. what am i doing? an ice cream review? hahaha.

went to Guardian to buy something for my sister and bumped into sharlyn AGAIN. this time she said she met mr lin. haha. then went home.

dad's coming back today!! wooohooo. xDD

finally, to end off this post, a pretty picture of angeline!!

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i'll make it up to you, i promise you.

happy bday JIALING!

happy birthday JIALING!! woohoo. jialing celebrated her bday during lunch in the canteen today. aww.. the cake so cute!!

SWENSENS ice cream cake somemore.. wahahaha. xD even tho jialing was the birthday girl.. she cut and gave out the cake herself. she cut for herself like so small la, the slice. how sweet is she. hehe.. then after that her friends dedicated the song "i write sins not tragedies" to her, wishing her a happy birthday.. she's a fan of panic! at the disco ma. hhaha i think she was so touched she cried!

oh and today to commemorate total defence day, no electricity. during our PHYSICS TEST. we moved to the science lab and did our test. at least i think i passed! woohooo. xDD

ahh.. that's how our class looked like when there was no electricity. i think it looks kinda like a deserted house hahaha. because i was sitting on the floor beside the teacher's table, then deb saw the pic i took and asked me, is that your house? hahahha then i laughed because what i took was right in front of her and she didnt notice. =.="

well.. miss lim i guess wasn't very satisfied with our performace in choir today. must work harder!! and cheers to angeline and deb who sang the school song without the music today! hahhaha.

after that played soccer with xiyuan and mr lin. after awhile more ppl came.. then we played until like 7 plus then go home. hahhaha. xDD oh yea.. while we were playing penalty shots, [me, mr lin and xiyuan only] i kicked the ball, it hit mr lin's leg and it flew all the way to the track where a group of girls were rehearsing for cny performance tmr. then i ran towards them, and sorta "cut across" to get the ball. then when i walked back, i realised that the teacher was FILIMING the thing! omygosh.. so malu if i spoiled the whole thing!! paiseh paiseh paiseh.

the hockey pitch was all wet, and i took off my shoes so i had to walk barefooted all the way to the Father Barre down there 'cos the other gate was locked. =.="" hehe xiyuan i owe you a drink! xD

physics test!!

hahaha today played soccer during recess with xiyuan, sarah long, xiwen, jing wen and mr lin. i didn't play much, was mostly goalkeeper/defender 'cos i was too busy laughing and looking at them play. :p

see that girl.. sticking her leg out.. that's xiwen. really rough la she... friendly game must play until like that meh, almost make the other girl fall down.. last year we were having sports carnival, then my class soccer team against her class.. she hiong la.. kept sliding then at the end ms lim asked her to come out of the game and scolded her.

i stayed back after school to do the cny decos. ahh.. only 4 people la, me, alison, benita and cheryl. cheryl stayed back for awhile to help us cut the "chun1" out from the red paper. really pretty! xD hahaha. she pro sia.. then we were damn hungry.. ate potato chips and dropped them all over the floor. the potato chips were a birthday present from jiayi to benita. hahhaha, we had to sweep them all up and the floor was a big mess!! at around 3 30, alison and benita had to go home so i went to the library to study until 4 30 then my mum came. ya.. gonna study for physics test now! i cannot fail i cannot fail i cannot fail i cannot fail i cannot fail!!

cement pathways.

look at what happened to my foot while playing cards sitting cross-legged on the rough cement path.

oh.. and i shannen gave me a super duper early valentine's day card. wahhaha! thks! xD

went to amk library today. ahh bought cookies n cream milkshake. so long never drink le, yumyum!! xD borrowed like ONE book. hahaha! then went shopping but dint buy anything.. went park play soccer and i fell on the grass and i didn't stand up and we sat there playing daidi. okay end of post.

paiseh..

great! [sacarsm included, for those blur blur ones. hahaha!! :p ] my cousin is in the same room as me, using MY COMPUTER. he migrated to china a few years back, then comes back occasionally during chinese new year and other festivals. ahh... he just uses MY COMPUTER like nobody's business and he's so freakkking rude. when he sees my dad or my grandma he doesn't even call uncle or popo or something, he just says HELLO when his parents asks him to. and now he's like downloading some stuff on MY COMPUTER. freakkking pissed. i just came back from choir workshop and he's using MY COMPTER. like WADDEHECK, have some RESPECT for other people's THINGS la. and his father was like.. come come!! see who taller.. then want to compare our heights. WALAO they know i'm short lo... somemore he's on the tall side. it's on PURPOSE. =.=""""""""""

okay forget about it, grrr... he's just infront of me. well... this morning, my sch choir had a combined workshop with nanyang, tkgs and nanhua. we all went to nanyang, ahh their school is really pretty. xD we practiced ourselves for 2 hours before we performed for each other.. my school was the last to perform, then when we were performing that time rite.. i saw ms lim and the other school's conducter keep looking at me and laughing... then i knew because i was putting my hands behind my back, so i tried to put them by my side but then they went back again unconsciously... grawwlll.. i thought we were one of the worst la... hahaha but ms lim said that we were the best!![but cannot be complacent ar] then after that she said our posture was one of the worst though... then she was like, "especially one girl, who sing like that one.. [puts arms behind her back] in the first row one, you know who you are, better own up! but the girl was very focused.. she sing like that... [arms behind her back and staring straight] " then everybody was like, "was it me?" then i so MALU la.. i raised up my hand then quickly put down, then everyone was laughing... ahhh PAISEH PAISEH.

oh then i took bus back with sharlyn, she come my hse first then her dad pick her up. then reach my hse the bus stop le, so i pressed the bell.. then the bus stopped. then after that i was thinking.. is that my stop?? for some reason i was totally gong at that time. then the door closed.. and i realised, I MISSED MY STOP. then me and sharlyn quickly got down at the next stop and walked back.. ahhh super blurr me. lived here 13 years of my life and i didnt know which bus stop... +.=""

my free day!! xD

woohoo! i'm gonna be slacking for today!! finished all the tests for this week. xD ahh.. choir was not bad today, ms lim got angry but not until very serious la.

ms goh dint come today.. so they were all doodling on the board. xD

okay fine. i did it too. >.< super egoistic me.

ahh.. that's how i always mug for tests... right in front of the com and on msn. wahahaa!!

hmm.. how different something [somewhere] can look during the night and day..

ahh.. let me out!

that's bullion park. the condo.

ahh.. love the way how the shadows make my legs look long and slim!! :p

it's a long way down..

ahh.. this is my piano. his name is Tom. no la joking. super lame is me. =.="

taken from mum's balcony. the back of my hse.

and last but not least... ME. ***

arrgghh.

so freaking tired. >.<

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okay okay i'm going to DESCRIBE this picture. the gentle wind blows, sweeping through DEBORAH'S hair like an invincible hand as she looks out at the HILLS... Her eyes are filled with sadness and melancholy, waiting for her long lost BOYFRIEND [ahem ahem] to come back to her. she puts her hand on her heart, praying and wishing more than ever, that she will hear the words "i love you" come from the lips of her prince charming again.

AHAHAHA. debbie!! you're lucky i didnt put the name of your prince charming. BLEAH.





super random..



ahh... that's a view taken from the front of my hse. twilight! hahaha. it looks quite lonely huh.. there's nobody there.

first half of my day!

woke up 6 35!! met yiling to go watch jerald's junior jams finale. took mrt to cityhall.. then we got lost and called jerald. then he said he meet us at the tunnel, but then when we reached the tunnel there was this lady that was going there too so we followed her.

jerald's band was called "the circus theory". this was how the place looked like, i think it's supposed to be a bar or smth..

we are supposed to wave this thing to show that we support jerald's band, and yiling went to put it on her face!

waa. took damn long to start lo... because it was going to be filmed on tv, we kept retaking and we had to re-cheer so many times. haha this is jerald!

there were quite a few breaks in between, we kept going to the Cheers nearby to buy stuff. there's this back alley that we have to walk to get out of the place..

hehe see the heart! best friends do the stupidest things together. xD

this pic was also taken on the way to Cheers. we super bo liao. xD

haha we had lunch at 10 am because we were hungry. i bought mee goreng while yiling got nasi lemak.

there were 4 bands altogether.. each band play 2 songs. then got judges also. i think they were all quite gd. but i think jerald's was the best!! xD i took videos of them performing but i dont know how to transfer to the laptop. =.=. we left early, before the results were announced.

so.. when we were walking to the mrt.. we saw bus 857. then yiling said that 857 got go to our hse.. so we went to the bustop to check the sign, then it said that 857 got go Lentor Ave. so ar.. we waited for the 857 and boarded.

saw these trishaws.(?)

after like 3 stops, we were like, did we take the wrong direction?? we were so unsure.. then when we reached little india..

CONFIRM going the wrong direction!! because little india is further away than city hall! but we dint know when to get down, because it was a one way road and the opposite side no bustop.. so we got down when we saw the mrt sign.. we walked to the mrt and guess what mrt it was...

AIYO. we felt so stupid la!! we wanted to take a direct bus home but went to the wrong direction, ending up having to switch mrt and take another bus. =.=

random pic of farrer mrt..

dhoby ghaut mrt. :p

on the train from dhoby gaut to yck rite.. it was so super CROWDED. as in crowded until cannot breathe la! then there was this old man.. he was standing beside me, then he hold the bar that was above me, making me stand directly under his ARMPIT. wallaoo. that was soo uncomfortable. and disgusting. so finally we reached yck and took a cab home. xD

going ahma hse later!!

GOOD day!

hehe Ms Lim didnt scold us today!!! in high spiritss!! xDD thanks [mr lin: 10s? xD] to whichever god she prayed to that she will be patient. i feel that my effort has been paid off, wahahaha. i hope we can do as well next week!! must improve and not repeat the same mistakes!

today during recess, shermaine and other ex classmates bought a cake to celebrate xinying, haiching, jiaxin and jiamin's bday. hahaa one cake 4 bdays!! but it was quite a big cake la. so we sang the birthday song, but then it kept dying off, and we restarted so many times! after that i started cutting the cake, no tissue/plates so we tore the box for the cake to put the slices. gave the bday girls the biggest slices! xD then after that got quite a few slices left, went to the canteen to see if got anyone to give. just nice i saw ms stella! so then i gave ms stella a slice, then mr lin was with her, so gave him also. then he was like, who's bday? then joy said, "none of your business, just eat." hahaha! funny la. then when i went back, no slices left le. and i realised i dint eat the cake yet. hahaha but nvm la, jian fei. xD

got back my history test.. i got 14.5/20. 0.5 mark to A1. =.=" the highest in our class was only like 15.5. [geraldine]. but then you know ar, 2 truth rite, the highest is like 19!! then liying got 17. she say that her teacher very lenient, as long as SIMILAR she give the mark.. grr. not saying that mrs tan unfair la.. but then still..

anyway today is a nice day!! woohoo. xD and to victoria: sick again ar? hope you'll feel better soon! <3

PizzaHUT.

ahh.. geog test wasn't as bad as i thought. ms lee scare us until seow la! say until very very difficult.

hmm.. i found that physics was kind of exhausting today.. although all we did was just sit there. Mr Lin was trying hard to explain the ray diagram thing.. then we were all talking and stuff.. then it was really hard to concentrate, spent most of the lesson learning the ray diagram.. maybe because i was tired la, physics last lesson for the day. Mr lin seemed tired too. he kept leaning against the whiteboard while talking. everyone's tired... yawn.

went out for lunch with Angeline today!! we wanted to eat Swensens again, but then the hole in our pocket just sew back, later tear again! decided to eat pizza hut instead.. we ordered student set lunch, BBQ chicken supreme and hawaiian lovers pizza. yum yum!! so full sia.

angeline dying of hunger before the food came. hahaha no la, she was just hiding from the cam. xD

wanted ice cream!! but then too full...

while waiting for the food, i noticed something weird.. this is the back of the spoon, my image is upright rite...

this is the front of the spoon. [the part where you eat from]

how come my image is upside-down?? i didn't turn the spoon or the cam. .